blasé.

it’s me, sleep, & my matcha against the world

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like a butterfly, her wings unfolded. 🦋✨

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it’s been a month, Papa…

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carrying you w/ us into 2026, Papa, Bjorn, & Budee, our angels 🫶🏻 missing you all so much now & forever

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“unsay relationship ninyo ni Emman Gozo? asa diay siya?”
“wife & daughters. unfortunately, he passed away.”

😞😭

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hearing my mom & sister recount everything that happened before my dad passed to other people hurts more than when I tell the story myself. it’s a kind of pain that I don’t know how to make sense of.

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merry christmas to our angels in heaven! 🎄 miss you so much, Papa & Budee

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money has never felt so unattractive to me until now

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pls don’t share to me success stories of other people’s surgeries bec it’s outright insensitive knowing my dad didn’t survive his

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it doesn’t feel like home

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waking up everyday wishing you’re still here

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mura man ug di pa-bisita si Papa kay nag uwan man

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Papa gone this early is a reality I don’t wanna face

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waking up everyday wishing this were all a dream…

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forever staying out of fun runs

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I loved you for your whole life & I’ll miss you for the rest of mine, Bud. loving you changed me & losing you did too.

when we meet again, I hope you’re waiting for me. 🌈

my now buddy in heaven, 🪽 thank you & I’ll miss you so much, my Budee boy. ❤️‍🩹

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he always loved to sleep on our slippers (mine mostly)

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there’s still more & this thread won’t prolly end.

in the end, Budee is my soul dog. we grew up & matured together.

he stayed true to his name—Budee. he’s definitely my buddy of 13 years. it was 13 wonderful years. 💖