bunny ♱

he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ 18 | shedtwt - not new | MINORS DNI !!!!
sbmi: 38.6 cbmi: 28.1 gbmi: 14.4

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

unpinning at 60 kg

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

lost a bit more though

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people are getting worried i didnt want it to be this way they shouldve left me to die im too fat for them to care anyways what thr fuck

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

i dont deserve him and he doesnt deserve the trouble i am

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

this guy i value more than myself got mad at me for refusing to eat and stared at me for so long to show his anger and i felt so bad i excused myself and had a panic attack in the public toilet

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but then when i called for help because of how overwhelmed i feel with people staring at me he came SPRINTING and hugged me so tight telling me im going to be fine

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

i hate how my skin feels right now i hate feeling like ill have a panic sttack at school

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

this week is maintenance btw. cant starve when i have to work my brain (finals)

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

whatevers wrong with me, i will take to bed

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showed me grams of differences 3-4 times its either running out of battery or is just broken. gotta get batteries tomorrow

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oooookay my scale is broken

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

theres this brand of instant soup thats just HEAVEN SENT its 81 calories for one portion and its so cheap and it tastes so good im just obsessed

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

im a kid covered in hatred. forever in hatred. never had anything else to taste. ill fill my filthy stomach with sweets after sweets to get rid of the sour taste of hatred. ill try to puke it out. its always there. it wotn leave

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

my parents who burdened me from such a young age. my bully sister. bullies in school. everyone that assaulted me. my groomer. everyone that ive called a friend. everyone. everyone has failed me. i was born alone and i will die alone. in hatred

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

i spent this entire life alone and i will spend my last few months alone because i never learned to cry for help. they never let me cry. and people wont see it if you dont let them know. fine by me. i fucking hope everyone carries the guilt for the rest of their life when im gone

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

i couldnt be a kid at all. my entire life was trouble and stress over things i cant control. stress about grown up things from sucha young age. its so fucking unfair. so fucking unfair i never got to be a child its not fair its not fucking fair

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

i feel selfish that im giving hopes to my every single friend about the future saying we will survive when im genuinely planning to not be here by the end of summer

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@thehedrta thank youu so are you!!

[bunny ♱ @we4llrot]

@thehedrta oh noo :(( its okay herta youll manage. you rock

[Rain @Rain20513612]

Shtwt
Painting can help a lot with sh urges honestly, haven’t found anything else that works this well :D
(This is watercolor with a lil bit of pencil crayon for those wondering)
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