sam

gw: 40kg
cw: 47.5
bmi: 16.9
i might randomly disappear sometimes

[sam @webbedbruises]

i want so many different things for my life but i can only pick one

[sam @webbedbruises]

@eatdicknotfood most relatable thing ever

[sam @webbedbruises]

i can’t tell if i’m just bloated literally all the time or if it’s just fat

[sam @webbedbruises]

i think i’m skinny fat because i don’t work out

[sam @webbedbruises]

@cl0sedm0uth i know it terrifies me 💔💔

[sam @webbedbruises]

@unstarvedfemcel what’s ur job???

[sam @webbedbruises]

@marijuanastarve @skinnlheart exactly ugh

[sam @webbedbruises]

@skinnlheart yes literally i’m considering doing low res bc high res is NOT sustainable for me at all im like binging multiple times a week but its so scary doing low res

[sam @webbedbruises]

i get so scared of eating maintenance bc of all the restricting bc in my head if its eating more i’m automatically gonna gain apparently but scientifically if its at maintenance im literally not???? ed’s are so illogical it pmo

[sam @webbedbruises]

if i eat my maintenance on my period will i gain

[sam @webbedbruises]

@violettearepink @snghyeonredbull literally omg

[sam @webbedbruises]

does anyone else real twt as like twit

[sam @webbedbruises]

guys would i be the most larping fat larper ever in the whole world of larping if i tried to eat in a relatively okay deficit like 1k-1.4k a day because ts is not working rn #edrtwt

[sam @webbedbruises]

my tdee is actually higher than i thought so WHY HAVE I NOT BEEN LOSING ANY FUCKINF WEIGHT

[sam @webbedbruises]

let’s hope i can STICK TO IT
1.4k is so scary tho i wanna be eating super low bc otherwise i feel like the biggest larper but ik i’d js binge all the time 😭😭😭😭😭 so hopefully this’ll be maintainable nd also if i stick to my walks i could be ugw in a few months but im SCARED

[sam @webbedbruises]

i wish i could lie in my bed watching things on my ipad and eating everything i want to eat forever and ever and ever

[sam @webbedbruises]

i have a love hate relationship with being weird

[sam @webbedbruises]

should i spend my money that i earnt on vinted on binge foods and then die or should i spend it on clothes and things i want

[sam @webbedbruises]

one day i will be home alone for ages and i’ll get given money for food and i’ll go to the shop and spend it all on binge foods and then eat it all while watching youtube 🙏🙏🙏🙏