Well I can’t start chemo yet. Oncologist says I’m still too poorly from infection. I need to put a lot of weight on and improve mobility. Hopefully these steroids work 🙏
Days like today I feel like giving up. Was making progress then chest infection and Covid kicked my arse leaving me weak and out of breath. Can’t walk unassisted etc #fuckcancer
Yet again a dozy bank nurse on a weekend had not read my notes and given a wrong codeine dosage now I’ll be in fucking agony until 6am. Oromorph not touching it
They’ve just brought an old guy into the ward bay. Curtains are closed and the stench of shit is minging. Just as I’m about to sip this laxative drink the nurse gave me 😩🤮