Honestly, at this point I want to be famous just to get more cool people to talk to me. Getting money also would be cool but talking to people that I respect is the best feeling in the world
The only time I remember someone really caring about me was one other friend that pretty much called me like right after I posted a sad tweet and said "it'll be okay :)" and sent a meme. Like that meant a ton to me and I can't even say "thank you" cuz I'm pretty the worst person.