I want to jump on one, and ride away. Hope to see just one more time.
Go back, and have a day…
Just you, me and our hearts.
To all the love we shared.
I mourn it and mourn it and i am alone. Again.
As before and as i will be.
I miss you when the moon is full.
When i hear the distant cries of the trains on the track near our old home.
Back when wed lay together and you told me they made you feel safe.
They made you feel like home, id always wanted to be your home.
I see myself in reflections, Standing alone. In the sparks of murky waters;
that rise and bubble.
From the caverns in my heart.
The ones I love, who are deep and burrowed within me.
Still weeping.
Pain searing deep.
Into serenity.
Tearing myself apart in my dreams. Snapping and cracking of my body, the imagined euphoric adrenaline rush, pumping into my head. Making me delirious with a limbo of emotions cascading over me like a cold blanket. Shivering and convulsing in a pool of bloody thoughts.