‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆, for ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ all the things i did ——⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀

[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ and you’ll do it or
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ die 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠. THE ACTOR.
⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ╭ ࿇ ╮ ⠀

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ https://t.co/3h0Inua290
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀but you were 𝐁͟𝐎͟𝐑͟𝐍͟ to
⠀ ⠀ ⠀ be an 𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒖𝒕 ——

[‍ ‍. . . 𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒. @theaterstragedy]

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀worthy ⠀𝓹rince,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i ⠀𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰'𝐭.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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／ and this is happening on all my accs. i just wanna know if it's a wider issue or if im an unlucky one
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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／ bro is anyone else having an issue where notifs just ... don't go away??? like I checked my notifs here so it should say I dont have any but it still says I have 2
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[folklore lyrics bot @folklorebot]

and you can aim for my heart, go for blood, but you would still miss me in your bones

[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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⠀⠀⠀⠀𓂃 ࣪˖ ✮ ( @timidpoet )
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[ً @holyaches]

maybe somehow there's a bright side to all this. / i did get to meet you.

[ً @holyaches]

i desire the things that will destroy me in the end.

[ᅟᅟgibson girl, @sainticide]

it makes me tremble. to think back. i remember exactly how i thought life would be.

[۟ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ @curebled]

how did it end .ᐣ

[darling、 dearest . @rebloomng]

my  mother's  footsteps  were  so  quiet,  i  barely  heard  her  leave.

[۟ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ @curebled]

im sorry i left, but it was for the best.

[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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It's a nice wish to have, but at the end of the day, you don't have to be that person if you feel like you aren't. Even if you feel like you aren't as confident as you could be, there are so many great things about you to me.
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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( .. smile creeping 'pon own soft visage. )

i hope that one day, ill get there. when we get out of here and dont have to swim in homework every evening. but im just not like that, yknow ?
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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Exactly. See? There are some positives! Do you have any plans for the summer?
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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yeah, the rain is good for sleeping .. it keeps me calm. and soon, the flowers will bloom, too. and with the summer, i won't have to worry so much about .. expectations.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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( There's a small smile that settles on his face. )

Sometimes is better than no times. And it's alright if sometimes you feel like you can't be, it's unreasonable to expect someone to be confident all of the time. I struggle sometimes too.
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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i—i know, but that's only sometimes, neil. there's some things i can't be confident about. its just .. not common.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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Yeah, it doesn't exactly set a good scene while being here, does it? It is good sleeping weather though. At least it warming up means summer is coming. No Hellton.
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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too much rain .. its been making 𝘮𝘦 gloomy. i can't believe winter is over.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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You've got some confidence in you, I've seen it! And I want that to be something you feel like you never have to worry about. I'm serious, Todd.
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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not worrying is kind of inevitable .. but, — uhm .. yeah. more situations.. yeah.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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I know, me too. The weather has been so gloomy lately ... Just a lot of rain.
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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i miss the snow.
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[‍ ‍. . . 𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋. @weltonsactor]

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Yeah, so don't ever worry, alright? That goes for a lot more situations than just going bald too!!
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[‍𝅙𝅙 ‍‍ ‍‍𖥔 ࣪ ⺌ . ‍‍ ‍‍𝚃𝙾𝙳𝙳. ‍‍ ‍‍✼ ˊ˗ᅠ @timidpoet]

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...good...to...know...
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[ꨄ @lostaffections]

during my colorless days, you made me dream of tomorrow.