@SomaKazima2 Hopefully still able to watch the old one i know they kind of did the same thing for full metal alchemist and now I can't find the one before brotherhood
vinland saga is so good im still thinking about it a month later i just love an anime where a character grows and they accept their past man what a masterpiece
it's like the universe keep showing me things based on forgiveness everytime i think i should be selfish like everybody else something pop up based on not being that type of person like im getting pushed to stay on the path meant for me
i just want to say my wife said to me to come find her in the next life and that was the nicest thing i heard that i'm still thinking about it and only tweeting this so i can look at it in the future
and i really need to stop telling myself im getting old and if i can just find a way out of my head i bet my soul i can hold the world in my hands i just have to get out my own way
just so i remember i still want to become a physician assistant but i feel like that goal might end up changing i still desperately want to make music i want to make the saddest and most scary movies and animation
but even though i think about ending my own life i do see flashing of every dream i can imagine like a premonition so im bout to just tweet my dreams and hopefully or i will make them happen
sometimes idk what i should do with my life and by sometimes i mean all the time i feel so lost like im in a dark room with no windows or doors or doorknobs i want to do everything and at the same time i feel like i can see my doom
an old friend killed herself recently and i keep thinking about that like i could've done something i wouldn't of been able to i haven't seen her since high school but damn i really understand it's so tiresome just being hurt all the time
then everybody is so mean all the time it be hard to be optimistic when everybody else is so negative i just feel like im done with people just in general