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I don’t think i’ll ever forgive them for this

[whatever @whatever_35]

there’s this lump in my throat but I can’t cry i just hold it inside me till it dies i feel strange like i have no intrest in anything i feel pressured cause my exams are near but I can’t study because of this unbearable feeling i’m having

[whatever @whatever_35]

it’s bad again I can’t seem to escape it and i don’t have enough energy to continue this i wonder why why does this keep happening to me to you to anyone it’s so frustrating and not fair this is just mean

[whatever @whatever_35]

i don’t feel lije i want to talk to anyone because i don’t want to burden them with this and some of them i know they just couldn’t care less about anything about me so why even bother you know?

[whatever @whatever_35]

this is not a cry for help this is simply me venting and expressing myself and my thoughts i just needed a place to do it where no one knows me or reads it

[whatever @whatever_35]

but I’m tired of living a double life and having to separate them two apart cuz they won’t fit to each’s life well it’s suffocating and unbearable so if there’s a god in this universe please please i’m asking you just to make me belong to one idc which one as long as i’m happy

[whatever @whatever_35]

I don’t think i’ll ever be enough for anyone

[whatever @whatever_35]

The real me which is when i’m not with them is very interesting and well rounded person but I can’t be me with them i just can’t , we don’t share the same or even similar opinion on thing and they’re style of living and how to be a daughter to them is different than i can do