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[v @whateverfiles]

whateverfiles

[v @whateverfiles]

i think i genuinely feel myself going insane.

[v @whateverfiles]

goodnight

[v @whateverfiles]

Whatever i do next i wish you all the best. I love every single person reading this. Thats all for now.
- whateverfiles.

[v @whateverfiles]

I think i’m done with my tweet rant for now. This might be my last string of tweets forever, I’ve been thinking of deactivating for a while now and I’ve been so close. I think i might go through with it this time. Only thing thats stopping me is how much history is on this acc.

[v @whateverfiles]

Other than that i just feel emptiness and sadness at all times. It genuinely feels like theres no escape

[v @whateverfiles]

The only time i cry is when ive been betrayed and then immediately been promised everything ive ever wanted after

[v @whateverfiles]

i cant cry

[v @whateverfiles]

Just let me live my life please. I know i have a purpose and i can make a change. I want a future with the loml i want a career and i want everything. Please

[v @whateverfiles]

Maybe ive got bpd the way my thoughts violently swing lol. I havent slept properly in weeks and im always panicking. I feel so abandoned and like all my friendships and everyone who loves me is faking. Theres no way any of this is real at all

[v @whateverfiles]

Im not done tweeting yet

[v @whateverfiles]

i pray they dont come for me one day. My life will be obliterated. Im sorry and thats all. 🙏

[v @whateverfiles]

I meant to say loop here

[v @whateverfiles]

I noticed how after what I just said my feed has INSTANTLY gone to depressing twitter. Crazy. Its an endless looo

[v @whateverfiles]

Also time is going so fast. I feel like I’ve blinked and its gone from the start of september to mid october. Why is my life going so quickly. How can i feel like I’m living when I’m living with endless torment

[v @whateverfiles]

Now I’ve almost killed myself by drinking and im so lucky to be here. I’ve entered an endless spiral of depression, emptiness and feeling desolate. I dont feel fulfilled with anything.

[v @whateverfiles]

I love everyone, everyone has something special about them and that is amazing to me.

[v @whateverfiles]

I miss living in constant fear that it can all be gone in a second. I pray it wont, but everyone would leave. I never want that. Im lonely enough as it is <3

[v @whateverfiles]

Damn i miss when i started drinking when i had two or three ciders felt fucking great had a laugh and everything was so much fun, that was just over a year ago. I met the loml and life seemed great. I would trade anything to feel that feeling again

[v @whateverfiles]

Chinese chicken and sweetcorn soup is one of the greatest things to ever grace this earth

[v @whateverfiles]

Well well well

[Viprin @vipringd]

zoink, trick, and wolvezz seeing spaceuk get exposed