dear dairy
ya Allah , maybe i’m struggling with my current situation , but i have zero hate for your takdir. please grant me the ikhlas and patience i need , until i finally see why you arraged everything this way.
Sebab tu Rasulullah ﷺ pesan. Jangan mudahkan kerja syaitan. Jangan tutup ruang orang nak kembali ke agama. Ini dari kisah sahabat Nabi ﷺ yang susah nak berhenti minum arak, An-Nu'aiman bin Amr al-Ansari. Pisahkan manusia itu dari dosa dia.
I think I met the saddest version of myself this year. I’ve been feeling so drained, emotional, and lost lately. I don’t even recognize myself sometimes. I cry over things I used to be strong enough to handle, and honestly, I hate feeling this sensitive. I keep telling everyone I’m okay, but deep down, I know I’m not. I miss the old me. the one who was happier, lighter, and didn’t overthink everything. I miss having a genuine spark in me.
i tak ingatla dengan siapa i had this conversation, adultlife is lonely. mungkin we should continue kut cakap pasal ni hahaha tapi i pun lupa dah dengan siapa
Marry a man who wants to make your life easy regardless of his income, don’t marry a man who romanticise or glorify poverty and struggles. Marry a man who’s generous and god fearing. Poverty brings humiliation, debt and misery. May Allah save us from poverty and grant abundance.
Um homem que te ama de verdade nunca vai te expor à dor, humilhação, desrespeito ou te deixar vulnerável emocionalmente, fisicamente ou financeiramente. No primeiro sinal de qualquer uma dessas coisas, pegue suas coisas e vá embora, pq ele vai te destruir
nothing beats the feeling of being loved by a calm person. someone who communicates well, talks to you in a gentle, non-judgemental, low and caring voice. someone who is patient and makes you feel comfortable enough to be your true authentic self.