Trauma changes you ..like it literally alters your DNA, damages your mental health and takes a toll on your quality of living ..THIS is why we heal ..THIS is why we detached and go into solitude.
@courtbowling467 Dm me on insta and I can tag you to a friend who can point you in the right direction. She’s in Orlando so I’m not sure where you’re living but she’d be close to you if you’re still in Florida. She has had some similar issues