jason andreoli

sometimes this is how I get my ideas out. #xa #philosophy

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

It’s all easy when you know how to do it
The only hard part is learning how to do it

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Endoscopy tomorrow

Going to sharpie “wrong hole” on my butt

It could save me, but in that stupid gown everyone should get a chuckle

Gonna do it my way

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

I find that life is all about compromises. I have found very few things that are one size fits all.

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Day 2 of my corvid encounter
I have them flying over the property now and half a bagel is missing from atop my parking structure

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

There are quite a few ravens that hang out around my property. Today, I am trying to see if I can coax them to hang out at my property with bagels.

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

What is left unsaid, can tell more than words

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Mid November to yesterday; that is how long it had been not living with my daughter
Almost a full year
What an ordeal!
It was just a day; normal household activity
But, it was so special in every way

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

I suspect that in 24 hours the migration will commence
Such fear in the uncertainties
So many emotions
Quite difficult to do things in such a charged state
I may have made an impact, but I feel there will be no void that needs filling - odd summation

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

48 hours from now I will be on the road. Reno to Aberdeen WA.
For all I know these will be the last my eyes gaze upon these faces and places
Fear, anxiety, pain from a heart that races
I see the blank at the bottom of a page portending the end of a chapter

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

10 months of instability are coming to an end.
I left my house mid November and have been in hospitals and shared residences since.
Jobi and I yearn for our privacy and stability with Bryn
A long journey of healing and buying a home
I miss my child so much

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

After about a month of eating #oatmeal I am almost used to it
I swapped 2 am #eggs for oats. I get hungry sooner and can’t focus as well without the protein
I saw poor trends in bloodwork and am choosing #lifestyle changes before #medication

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

I find the sun oppressive at this latitude
100s all my life with 6-7 months of summer
Reno may be cooler than Central Valley but the sun at elevation makes it worse

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Overwhelmed
5 days until I am on the road
How will I handle the loneliness
Is this real? So big and kind of too easy
One moment at a time

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

There is a larger truth that is hidden in plain sight

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

I just got done researching how to tow a #teslaonaflatbed
Truck and trailer rented, just a slow few days to wind down the #reno #nevada life

Just taking it all in

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Oh, and that #credit number that drops like Wile E Coyote? After months of work it is back to pretty good.
Those 2 dudes with the #podcast took a chance on this #vet when I doubt anyone else could or would even try
Thanks!

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

Starting over
It is tough
I have had to work step by step, day by day
All while battling my mind
#ptsd #anxiety make for inhibitors everywhere

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

#family #va #friends and #Jobi got me through this

[jason andreoli @who8myshoe]

I am so close to the end of this #transition and get #overwhelmed at everything it takes if I look at it as one unit. I am just so grateful to the earlier me that wasn’t lazy and did so much of the work that I am about to wrap up with no #stress