Buat hal sendiri, tak kacau orang, lowkey enjoying every little things in life and grateful with what you have - your family, your close friends, your job and your relationships. That's the only way to go.
You didn't love her. You just didn’t want to be alone or maybe she was just good for your ego or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love