sara

please don't be mean to me ty
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[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@gym_spo I have actually! Hope you're doing alright as well ❤️

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I ACCIDENTALLY LOGGED INTO MY ED ACCOUNT I THOUGHT I DELETED IT WHAT

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

Okay it's real I'm actually in a relationship but it feels like the most surreal thing ever I literally can't believe it

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

Okay I always said it's my almost boyfriend but now it's basically set on a certain date and then it will be official I guess 🥺

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I almost have a boyfriend now this is so exciting

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

Sitting at the doctor's office so that I can get a therapist appointment because I'm so not well at the moment

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@mzstygian You kinda look like a Melody or Maria, something with M but omg you're so prettyyyyy

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@tinybunnn Thank you so much!!!🥺❤️❤️❤️

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

It's my birthday today! I am already eating lots of candy and try not to regret it because I deserve it and so do you ❤️

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I want to get back to restricting so bad

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

And the thing is he is so nice, understanding and considerate and I'm just..broken?

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I'm sitting on the ground of his bathroom crying in the dark I need to calm down

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@invalidskinny Same!! That's why I need these tutorials so desperately 😭

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@invalidskinny I can recommend skillshare! I just started a course ( I've got like 3 months for free and just use that) and so far I really like it!

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

@invalidskinny I started studying design and even though we're supposed to get taught about the programs, the teachers just expect us to know everything

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

Also I'm in a bad place rn mentally and I'm going to look for professional help anyway soon so yeah

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I kinda feel like I have adhd but all my friend are like "eww don't self diagnose" or "I got all these symptoms too no biggie"
Like wtf this is just a thought but I may have a problem and it's valid??

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

How the fuck can I stop my friend from self harming

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

Okay everybody can hate on me now because I didn't gain even though I ate like shit for the past two weeks

[sara @whoopsiedoopsi]

I feel like I gained so much
Gotta find out tomorrow wish me luck