honestly, if u know how difficult and how long it took some people to recover their peace of mind and happiness, you'll understand why they shut all doors at any slight discovery of toxicity, and also why they can be so picky about who they allow in their lives.
It sometimes scares me that I'll never be able to rationalize/understand/explain the way I feel about this man 😭 like I'm fully grown woman and yet I see videos like this of him doing the silliest things and suddenly I'm 11 years old all over again and my heart is racing ??? 😭