@eurotrashgir1 i get this too. what’s really helped me over the past two years has been thinking about & imbuing myself with peace before i go to sleep every night. you can do this by reciting prayers/mantras/book quotes/poetry. basically anything that gives you peace and calm.
@eve4evaa the website linked has all his translated lectures/works available, and i would suggest just reading whatever catches your attention the most at first
on ebay there’s usually a nice variety of his books for under $15 as well
https://t.co/DxDFr54PET
@FWRhys feel like it’s been this way since the turn of the 19th century when the first occult wave broke in publicly, it’s just on a digital platform now is all. mediums, séances, pop astrology, new age, etc etc. all things that have drawn in (and drowned) the masses.