Silver

I'd like to think I'm not that girl but sometimes I want to be that girl. Being that girl or just being me? Hope. Love. Faith.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Jihyo Breaking Nayeon 🤣🤣🤣 https://t.co/5iRCdPXtfA via @YouTube

[Silver @wicked_silver]

I literally have so much to do but I can’t do any of it because my body is letting me down. More doctors appointments and more disruption. This sucks

[Silver @wicked_silver]

When life happens all at once and you don’t really know what to say or do.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Sometimes I wonder why we do anything ... going out is never enjoyable.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Sometimes it feels like hell will never end. But in reality it’s not hell. It’s just my mind working against me.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

So not hating today. Have a ton of sewing to do which I am determined to do. Because then I have a pile more of work to do. It doesn’t spot.

I’m good news my daughter doesn’t hate me today.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

@cdono_ So you totally got it! Don’t stress!

[Silver @wicked_silver]

I feel like this is just a place I come to vent that I’m feel crap. And you know it is. But there are good days too. Not super common right now but 💯 they are out there.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Today is a little better despite the mood swings. Still feel super empty. But 🤷🏻‍♀️

[Silver @wicked_silver]

I think this time I really am going to do it... what’s the point to life

[Battlestar Wiki (battlestarwiki.org) @battlestarwiki]

#FandomFriday: While #Friends is likely the most overrated show of all time, its intro has been improved with a Battlestar Galactica facelift.

#BSG #BattlestarGalactica #Mashups #FrakkinFriends

[Silver @wicked_silver]

I woke up today to find that it was worse then yesterday

[Silver @wicked_silver]

I think I need a sharp thing... I mean I feel like I’m always on here when I’m like this. Something about screaming into and empty place. Sometimes it helps .... sometimes it doesn’t.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Since I’m already here I might as well keep going until it just hurts outside and not inside

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Everything hurts and I just want it to stop

[Silver @wicked_silver]

It hurts so good no I will be okay

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Things you tell yourself before you hurt yourself.

[Silver @wicked_silver]

Admission: I feel so stupid putting the wrong address on some packages that are due in Friday. Hopefully I can recover them 😭