it's not that i don't wanna heal, really.
trauma aku banyak sangat idk mana awal derita mana akhir sengsara. aku taktahu nak mula dekat mana and it sucks
ik even if one day ada orang sayang aku, willingly to take care of me,
i know damn well i will be the worst gf due to my trauma yg banyak sangat. ik i won't even believe him. ik i will treat him so badly cuz i'm scared. so i'm better off alone
Sis, Until you date a provider man, you won't understand how much men love to PROVIDE for their woman. The right man will be willing to do anything for you & understand you without asking for anything. Stop asking for bare minimum. The right one won't let you beg for ANYTHING !!