Its insane how miserable love makes you. I shed tears every time my ex says something mean to me. There was a time id never even imagine that happening yk . I miss who i fell in love with so badly
Wtf do u even do when u hate everything about yourself physically and mentally . And then u have ppl close to you betray and be mean to u reinforcing the idea that u will never be special to anyone
I was going to hang out w my ex for v day , stupid i know . But he basically told me theres no point bc he knows i wont let him touch me . So yeah !!! Take away points from me i am such an idiot
Im never that active on edtwt but i have the unfortunate news that im around 100 lbs now not under 😞😞 . I say around bc i am no longer allowed to check my weight lol !!!!!! Get me out of this hell hole (jk i luv my mom and her efforts ig..)
@loonassembl@sknnypvppy Idk if its like this for everyone , but when i was at my heaviest i swore i wasnt that heavy (amberlynn reid mindset) until i looked back at old photos after losing weight