☆ Wisp

☆ shedtwt • chronically ill • hw:74kgs • cw:45kg

[☆ Wisp @wiglywisp]

havent gotten up from my bed in like 14 hours and my mouth is so dry unbearably

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why do so many ppl trying to lose weight think the more they sweat the more they lose . like those sweat bands around the stomach

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i need a new scale so bad

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having a really bad time i havent even been drinking water cause im scared of bloat

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talking to new ppl is so hard cause dont ask me if ive ate

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I hate being short . Im underweight but i dont look like it

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Its so crazy how someone will cheat on u and then get mad at u for being insecure like bro wtf ! I want to end it

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Its insane how miserable love makes you. I shed tears every time my ex says something mean to me. There was a time id never even imagine that happening yk . I miss who i fell in love with so badly

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I want to kll myself but my siblings are home

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All i do all day is walk on my incline treadmill

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So annoying listening to my ex vent abt how no one loves him and he has no friends . Then the next day he is hanging out with all his friends

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constantly hungry and nauseous at the same time

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Its been more than 2 months since i got cheated on and separated w my ex and i still cry every day about it and have vivid nightmares . I am in hell

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Wtf do u even do when u hate everything about yourself physically and mentally . And then u have ppl close to you betray and be mean to u reinforcing the idea that u will never be special to anyone

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Going to put all my energy into losing as much weight as possible from now on

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I was going to hang out w my ex for v day , stupid i know . But he basically told me theres no point bc he knows i wont let him touch me . So yeah !!! Take away points from me i am such an idiot

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Im never that active on edtwt but i have the unfortunate news that im around 100 lbs now not under 😞😞 . I say around bc i am no longer allowed to check my weight lol !!!!!! Get me out of this hell hole (jk i luv my mom and her efforts ig..)

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I have been getting like 5 hrs of sleep for so long now , and my acid reflux is so bad now i puke even when i dont wanna

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had a cig outside in the cold and got sick immediately after 😒

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@loonassembl @sknnypvppy Idk if its like this for everyone , but when i was at my heaviest i swore i wasnt that heavy (amberlynn reid mindset) until i looked back at old photos after losing weight