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[bvdwn @wijlowski]

and i think that's exactly what makes her so mature, and somehow so calm, even in the middle of her own battles.
so please... let all the good things find their way to her. she really deserves every single one of them

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

in the end, i still found the answer from her, and somehow that only made me admire her even more. but this time, i see her purely as a whole person, free from the lens of my own feelings

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

somehow she still manages to keep everything under control, while still taking care of other ppl feelings. something that isn't even her responsibility, yet she does it anyway, with nothing but sincerity

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

how to handle a kind of feeling that never came with a guide? how can ppl deal with that? how is that supposed to work? how is that even possible?

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

selalu gapernah bisa ngerti sama beberapa hal yg terjadi, yg keliatannya bakal berjalan baik, lalu dipercaya dalam jangka waktu tertentu. dan dalam satu momen tiba tiba semuanya patah. untuk kemudian sadar bahwa retakannya emg udh ada, bahkan jauh sebelum satu momen itu

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

always so close, never good enough

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

akhirnya harapan itu muncul lagi, dgn antusias tinggi. sempet lupa kapan rasanya beneran ngeperjuangin sesuatu, mungkin bbrp taun kebelakang, mungkin sengaja ga diinget lagi karna ga berjalan baik. kali ini, kalo emg jalannya, lancarkanlah, kalo bukan jalannya, maka bukakanlah

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

ohh thank god, this is one of the best things that's ever happened to me. i'll never stop being grateful for it, she's such a blessing

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

yeah i can live with my own disappointment, been carrying that my whole life really, i'm used to it. what i can't seem to get used to is the disappointment in the eyes of someone i love, it's just a different kind of pain

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

always hate the feeling of carrying not only my own disappointment, but someone else's in me as well. it hurts twice as much cuz this time i'm not the only one bearing the weight of it. their feelings are involved too, and knowing i've let them down makes the pain so much heavier

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

god please whatever plot you've prepared for me, just don't let it lead to the loss i'm fearing most right now. even if i know it's a real possibility, i'm still hoping it won't. you've already taken so much from me. i'm begging you, no.. not this one too

[PERSIB @persib]

Champions again and again, baby!
Enjoy it, Bobotoh! 🫶🏆⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

#PERSIBDAY #WeArePERSIB #PERSIBThreepeatChampions #PANCATAKHTA

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

oh my this kind of feeling, it’s really different than falling. this time, it didn’t come really fast. instead, it came slowly, spreading over time, deeper and deeper.. jeezzz was i drowning? i couldn’t even swim

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

ini dia
https://t.co/BmYd3GvI6y

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

beneran tamat

[bvdwn @wijlowski]

tidak sabar untuk melihat isi timeline dalam beberapa hari ke depan

[sya @arsenatasyas]

GUE 27 TAHUN INIIIIII 😆😆😆

Btw, ada perspektif unik juga di Astrologi waktu kita masuk ke usia 27 (gapapa mau percaya atau engga, ini for fun aja):

Ada namanya fenomena Saturn Return. Basically ini momen ketika planet Saturnus kembali ke posisi yang sama persis seperti saat kita lahir.

Nah, planet Saturnus di Astrologi tuh ngegambarin planet yang mengajarkan soal batasan, tanggung jawab, dan pendewasaan.

Jadi, waktu masuk ke usia 27, biasanya bakal ada momen-momen yang bakal ngetes dan ngebuat kita bertanya ulang: “ini hidup udah sesuai sama yang lo mau belum sih?”

Tema yang biasa muncul tuh: karier, percintaan, identitas. Makanya big decision atau penentuan arah hidup yang kerasa tuh banyak muncul di umur 27.

INI BUAT FUN FACT DOANG YEEE AKU KAGA TAU BENER APA KAGA HAHAH

[eppy @epppyyy]

Fujimotos goodbyes aren't a setup for coming back, but a gentle push forward.

A way of saying, "don’t stay here for me. Your life is bigger than what we were, you are meant for so much more than just us."