// I'm just hella tired to try to fit in. To make people like me. To try to attend to all expectations. I'm tired of punishing myself for "mistakes" I end up doing here. And it sucks so much. It's such a stupid thing and it's taking over me. My self-esteem feels low as hell.
+ But yeah. Sometimes things are not what we want to be. I love this place, but if I'm feeling like shit here for no reason, maybe I should try to put my mental health in the first place.
// I'm going to really open my heart. I don't care if it gets ignored or something. I just want to talk about it.
I'm a happy, energetic person. But my depressive ass starts to haunt me sometimes. I keep telling myself I suck in everything I do, that I don't write well, +
+ that I'm annoying, that no one likes me here. So I decided to isolate myself.
I really like a lot of people of this Verse, and I love Will. But it hurts too much to feel like this. I don't really know how to deal with it. I love to roleplay, but, maybe I should protect me rn?+
// Thanks for the new followers! I'm not really active because I'm dealing with shit in my personal life. But yeah. Don't forget about your Zeppeli boy.
" I guess I knew this would happen to you, inside I did what I refuse to know the truth...
I'm heading back inside sitting alone with you."
".. Baby I've been there before.
I was at the point where all I really wanted was someone
and now I'm still hanging on..."
@rurururuboss > :(
> It hurts to know you're having to face something like this.
> I'm here for ya, bro. Always.
> Do you need something? I can buy something nice to eat. Idk.
@rurururuboss > Idk why bro
> I got a bad intuition
> So I'm here to ask ya how are you doing
> A withdrawal? I hope you stay strong, Dop!
> For Angelo, Alaska and Boss.
// I guess I need some time for my Mun... I'm not feeling that well
So... Yeah. I guess I'll go under hiatus for a bit. My DMs are always open, I really like to talk so. 🙌
// I really like this Verse and to Roleplay Will. But I guess I want to go under a short hiatus again. For some reason I've been feeling anxious here the last days.