I think I now know why my plan for the future never really is set on stone or is as concrete or has a proper enough foundation to know or even have enough grounding.
I like to blame it on the future, the government, and the system itself. I now have a better much more realistic plan, which involves a lot of "where I'm able to go as far as I can reach". Some parts have proper steps and concrete points like ">get a job/experience" but
But you're never really given a clear distinction every time. There are some that are abundantly evident, and some makes you wonder. Nevertheless, its makes me think and cry about it.
Its a weird thing to be able to cry when thinking about things unnecessarily. My parents are stoic and their stoicness helps; I learned extremes and severities from them, but after a long time away from them and learning more about people, I got to learn nuance.
And so I applied both what I learned from my parents and what I learned from other people. Its a blurry thing when to consider a situation being simple and when it needing a deeper level of understanding. Sometimes its just how the way it is, and sometimes it has meaning.
@SarahphinaSP isn't saying "i'm sorry i'm late, i overslept" taking responsibility? i've heard this too. i'm saying the reason for why i was late and apologizing for it. i'm the one who woke up late, me, and i'm saying sorry. how is that an excuse if i'm taking full responsibility ??
“No one is forcing you to work at that job you hatė.”
Rent is due, health insurance is tied to employment, groceries aren’t free. Yeah actually. Totally voluntary.