Winston Smith

the secret *online* journal of Winston Smith

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Finally I love Big Brother. The bullet I've been waiting for will come now.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

@BHealey07 They're the worst thing in the world.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

What is in Room 101? Please. Don’t let me go there.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

@BHealey07 Too bad they vaporized him... Oh wait. I'm not supposed to remember that!

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

A man like Syme will eventually be vaporized. He’s aggravating, too serious, and thinks too much.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

I dislike Julia now. Seeing her again, putting my arm around her waist. Things are so different now, I don’t even want to see her again.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

My life isn’t comfortable, but it’s fine. I regained my weight and my color. I know that some things that cross my mind are just fallacies.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

I betrayed Julia. I couldn’t allow the rats to attack me.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Room 101. The worst thing in the world.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Eventually the bullet will come. As I walk down the corridor. I don’t know when, but it will.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Looking at my weakened and emaciated body was painful. But it’s okay now. I have gained some weight back. I can even exercise now.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Maybe I am the last man. I am morally superior.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

I do not exist. But I do. For so many reasons, I do exist.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

Becoming sane is not an easy task. That is what O’Brien said.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

They have been watching me for seven years. He told me in my dream that we would meet here.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

O’Brien understands me like no one else. Even though I know he has the power to inflict pain, I have a love for him like no other.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

The beatings aren’t so bad. They don’t happen all that often anymore.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

O’Brien is here? Of course he is here. I already knew that.

[Winston Smith @win_smith84]

I do not know if it is day or night. I don’t even know how long I have been here. I’m so hungry.