In 182 there's something so sweet about heejae wanting garam to feel the same way he does, it's such a small but incredibly tender kind of consideration.
rachmaninoff โ piano concerto no. 3, op. 30 III. finale, alla breve
with everyone heejae cared for gone, thereโs no one left to polish. heโs turned his โknifeโ inward, carving HIMSELF empty. heโs using a 7 city rach tour in 12 days as selfharm to outrun his guilt.