there’s a level of depression where you don’t want to die, you just stop feeling particularly attached to being alive. You still make plans. Still laugh. Still show up. You’re just watching life happen instead of feeling inside of it
i told multiple of my friends abt my anorexia a while ago & nobody's checked in on me once🙁 ive lost 17kg and gone from chubby/curvy to visibly severely underweight since they met me..am i expecting too much? theyre always quick to shame me for buying 'unhealthy' food tho