eating so little is not my intention, it’s a consequence of living with my dad
and i’m grateful for unintentionally losing weight this way
but this isn’t what i wanted. i was always a “eat dinner” only ed girl, now i’m surprised if there even IS dinner
i am eating less than 500 calories most days but it’s unintentional and bothers me
why? because ed’s are about CONTROL
we want to control what and when we eat
the starving being optional is what makes us feel good and encouraged
@TeddysGhostings i think earth and space has cool magick powers. and i think any god exists if you personally believe in them, but they dont exist for everyone