I wasn't allowed to do this shit and everybody knows that so WHY THE FUCK WOULD U FILM ME???? And now everybodies actin like it twas my fault for getting mad, i know men are dangerous but why tf would i back down?? Ik it was nothing to yalls but for me its genuinely a big issue
I've always wanted to become someone or something but it never happens, is it bc im lazy? Or bc i look down on myself so much tht i feel like it wouldn't matter anyway, nothing makes a difference these, nothing makes me happy anymore. Why am i even here?
I dont like going through my socials bc i get jealous real quick, i feel left behind, like an empty carcass wasting away the world's resources, i dont do life, i jus drown in liquor and cigs, i try so hard not to get attached to these shits but honestly they feel so comforting