Allah will grant all your prayers at the right time. He wouldn't put you through all of this to give you less than what you deserve. It's coming, just be patient.
Ya ALLAH,
on this day, grant me wisdom and awareness, keep me away from foolishness and pretension, grant me a share in every blessing You send down by Your generosity, O the most Generous.
SOME MEN WAKE AT 40
some at 30
some at 18
most never do.
As a man
No one is going to save you.
Wake up early, do whatever it takes to fix
Your wallet, body, and mind.
You're on your own.