Found two random cans of beer in the garage and now I’m drinking them just to feel something. Trying to chug them cuz I hate the taste of beer but alcohol is alcohol
I’m 107 lbs rn, (48kg) and like it’s not bad…. But I’ve lost a bunch of muscle since I don’t work out these days so I’m not feeling that great about it, also, my my smile lines are so much more pronounced since I’ve lost weight 😩💔 like fucking hell it’s making me look older
Working tonight with a coworker who I feel so awkward around cuz they’re quiet (but not with others???) and ughh I dread it 😔 like iys list the two of us working evening shift, I try to make conversation sometimes but they’re kinda dry, he doesn’t make convo first too 💔😃
Stuck in bigger upper body structure and smaller lower body structure jail. FREE ME why the hell do my legs look skinny and my shoulders look so wide 😭😭 got told I had swimmer shoulders when I was younger and fucking hell, I really do
I’ve been feeling better lately, less disordered thoughts, tho of course it’s not gone, my weight keeps going up and down, idk how much I weight rn but my scale needs new batteries and I’m too lazy to change it. Vyvanse isn’t working as well with appetite suppression anymore…
I guess I’ve built a tolerance. But if I work out and eat 2 healthy meals a day, I should be able to maintain a bmi 18 at least, and hopefully I’ll recover for the most past? I just wanna be normal with food
My friend thinks she’s not male centered but she so is 😭 bruh how do I find some non male centered friends??? Literally so hard being friends with girls like this
I just woke up screaming from a nightmare and now I’m scared to go back to sleep so now I’m distracting myself on here even tho I’m so fucking tired and need sleep so so bad
My mom’s been saying almost everyday that I’m getting too skinny 😭I’m bmi 17.9 rn, or basically exactly 17. I’m kinda worried for them I lose more weight 😃 like it’s gonna be so fucking annoying hearing everyone comment on my weight, telling me I’m “too’ skinny
I lost 25lbs since February, so when I went to the doctor yesterday, they were asking about my weight cuz “the system flagged” they said 😭 they were asking me if I was losing weight on purpose or what, I said it was cuz of my meds, which it partly is, every1’s been noticing 🤪