🥀winter🥀

22 non-edtwt dni

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Fuck I’m feeling nauseous after two cans of beers now. Fucking hell, this shit sucks. I hate nausea. Top 10 worst feelings EVER

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Watching Maxton Hall for the first time today and holy fuck James is so good looking, like why can’t guys like this exist irl

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Found two random cans of beer in the garage and now I’m drinking them just to feel something. Trying to chug them cuz I hate the taste of beer but alcohol is alcohol

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

I’m 107 lbs rn, (48kg) and like it’s not bad…. But I’ve lost a bunch of muscle since I don’t work out these days so I’m not feeling that great about it, also, my my smile lines are so much more pronounced since I’ve lost weight 😩💔 like fucking hell it’s making me look older

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Working tonight with a coworker who I feel so awkward around cuz they’re quiet (but not with others???) and ughh I dread it 😔 like iys list the two of us working evening shift, I try to make conversation sometimes but they’re kinda dry, he doesn’t make convo first too 💔😃

[𝑒𝑚𝑦𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 ۶ৎ (-4,6/15kg) @wonyouscals]

the winner takes it all.

[🥢 @pinkdietz]

i'm crashing out everyone's at their lowest weight rn

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Stuck in bigger upper body structure and smaller lower body structure jail. FREE ME why the hell do my legs look skinny and my shoulders look so wide 😭😭 got told I had swimmer shoulders when I was younger and fucking hell, I really do

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Fuck I just said I wanna be normal with food and I saw one video of someone collarbones and arms and now I wanna look like that again🤪

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

I’ve been feeling better lately, less disordered thoughts, tho of course it’s not gone, my weight keeps going up and down, idk how much I weight rn but my scale needs new batteries and I’m too lazy to change it. Vyvanse isn’t working as well with appetite suppression anymore…

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

I guess I’ve built a tolerance. But if I work out and eat 2 healthy meals a day, I should be able to maintain a bmi 18 at least, and hopefully I’ll recover for the most past? I just wanna be normal with food

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Got a new piercing on my ear, let’s fucking go, bad bitch moves

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

In the gender neutral single stall bathroom shitting and SOMEONE KNOCKED WHAT THE FUCK, what if they’re waiting for me??? Noooooooo

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

My friend thinks she’s not male centered but she so is 😭 bruh how do I find some non male centered friends??? Literally so hard being friends with girls like this

[lia °｡⋆⸜ @sunoocals]

NOOO MY BABY DONT DO IT

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

I just woke up screaming from a nightmare and now I’m scared to go back to sleep so now I’m distracting myself on here even tho I’m so fucking tired and need sleep so so bad

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

nothing about me feels real and i don’t remember most of my life
https://t.co/AQy7rfviAx

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

My mom’s been saying almost everyday that I’m getting too skinny 😭I’m bmi 17.9 rn, or basically exactly 17. I’m kinda worried for them I lose more weight 😃 like it’s gonna be so fucking annoying hearing everyone comment on my weight, telling me I’m “too’ skinny

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

I lost 25lbs since February, so when I went to the doctor yesterday, they were asking about my weight cuz “the system flagged” they said 😭 they were asking me if I was losing weight on purpose or what, I said it was cuz of my meds, which it partly is, every1’s been noticing 🤪

[🥀winter🥀 @wintercoldrr]

Why is walking past a group of guys (any age) top 10 worst things ever?