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no offence but we do be the cutest couple ever

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born to collect shitty people around me and be their punching bag ig

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why tf do people think it's okay to walk all over me and lie to me and then talk like i'm the problem for being upset

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каждый день все тяжелее жить я просто не вывожу

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зря я думала, что мне доступно быть счастливой, все обо мне - одна огромная ошибка

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зря я не сдохла в 17

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!! SELLING 2 TICKETS FOR @ASITISofficial in Cologne, not allowed to use Ticketswap and Ticketmaster charges are insane, pls share !!

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people when they find out you have autism: "haha ur so funny and quirky"

also them when your symptoms inconvenience them: "wtf this is such a character flaw, there is something seriously wrong with you as a person and you need to fix it"

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i'm not made for this world and clearly it doesn't want me here either

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there is no one for me, my family wants me dead, my brain wants me dead, my body wants me dead, not a single person could give any fucks about how i feel, my only function is supporting others, never asking for anything in return, literally a waste of space

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one sided love is not enough no matter how much love you think you have, you burn out eventually

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i'm stubborn but i can't keep forcing someone to care about my feelings, when they don't see me as a person, it's time to give up

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how am i supposed to survive if i'm constantly made to feel like too much, if any request to be considered is too much, fucking always too much to even be heard

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i always thought not talking shit about your partner behind their back is a fundamental part of a relationship, but i guess i was wrong about that too

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so exhausted of trying to be seen and heard, i matter too

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@benasitis lower than atlantis 🥺🥺

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nowhere is safe, i don't belong anywhere

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imagine pushing someone to an autistic meltdown and then taking the only comforting thing away bc "you paid for it so it's yours", that is literally abuse, but apparently i need to be punished for not being able to cope so it's all fine, right

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what a joy it is to listen to your favourite songs and hear the live versions in your head

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Imma always retweet these cause I know someone that was in some shit n she got away cause of a video like this she saw on Twitter