i hate that exercise addiction gets romanticized sm i literally have been walking 40,000 steps every day on top of weightlifting every day for the past month now with shin splints, fractures, & severe joint pain and i literally canβt stop no matter how badly it hurts
having an ed is getting called lazy all the time by your family when youre literally pushing your body to its limit every single day & just trying to function
im lowk kinda triggered because like does that just mean im not skinny if she apparently was βskinny like meβ because i literally starved myself to get here so i must not be that bad i guess
this old lady walked up to me in the grocery store & said βkeep your weight, i was once skinny like uβ like okay.. who tf does that & why is it so normalized
i just fully blacked out while cashing someone out at work & woke up just sprawled out on the floor staring up at them. having an ed is a humiliation ritual
being anorexic in the fall/winter has to be bottom 3 experiences why are my hands turning purple & my nose is running while everyone else is just fine
can we please talk about how hard it is to sleep when ur starving?? like my god i wake up 8x a night and it takes an hour of fighting w my body to even fall asleep i canβt deal with it im exhausted
my girlfriend blew up at me and screamed βI DONT GET WHY U WANT TO LOOK LIKE THAT IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK GOODβ (referring to my current body) like okay wow thank you way to make me feel even worse about myself when i already hate my body might as well just call me hideous