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[H @wiredifferent99]

Expectations vs. reality 👹
(I wasn't sleeping, I was dissociating at 5 pm) Went to a festival just to let my underage brother see @Camila_Cabello who performed at 12 am while we somehow arrived at 3 pm even though we said not to get there too early 😮‍💨 oh well, he's happy 🤍

[H @wiredifferent99]

I'm really really really hoping that it'd be possible for me to have one "office" day 🤞 we did talk with my supervisor awhile ago that I'd do 4 days a week but having 1 office day would also compensate

[H @wiredifferent99]

I'm just. Fucking tired of everything.

[H @wiredifferent99]

Because when I reach out, I don't want solutions. I just want a hug and kind words. "You've done so well. I'm so proud of you". But instead I get told to take a sick leave. Like I know it's an option but it's not something I want to hear in this moment

[H @wiredifferent99]

I feel like shit voicing this but I feel like I've done so much for others when they feel down. But whenever I'm like this, I feel alone all over again. I hate my brains

[H @wiredifferent99]

Everything is too much. There are different solutions but thinking about my choices is tiring

[H @wiredifferent99]

Whenever I'm at work I feel like I can manage and am capable. But i have absolutely no energy to handle relationships, I feel anxious and annoyed when friends reach out to hang out. I feel like I'm slowly destroying the relationships myself

[H @wiredifferent99]

It's getting bad again. I'm exhausted. I know I probably should take a break or do lesser days in a week but I feel so ashamed

[H @wiredifferent99]

Spring smells so bad 🫪

[H @wiredifferent99]

@SianHerfield @FeyreMiari @nxstiti I just want to know ppl's views of what makes someone a female or male. I think it's more disgusting to repress others just because you don't understand or agree with them

[H @wiredifferent99]

@131online Stay safe and healthy 🤍 we're rooting for you and waiting for you while finding comfort in your music 🫂

[H @wiredifferent99]

@heavensbvnny I'm so proud of you and I hope you are proud of yourself too 🫂 I'm open about making new connections. I don't always know what to say but I do my best to listen

[H @wiredifferent99]

I'm just, so fucking tired. I don't know what to do

[H @wiredifferent99]

But it's also my own fault. Because I'm so tired that I simply can't hold on to a conversation or have energy to be in touch. I'm so angry at myself. At my own brains. Why do they have to function the way they do

[H @wiredifferent99]

I feel like I'm forgotten. That I've been replaced. As soon as things get better for others, I get forgotten

[H @wiredifferent99]

I feel so alone... I know I should reach out but I feel ashamed

[bbno$ 👶🚫💰 @bbnomula]

I am becoming progressively more worried for our humanity due to extensively terrifying improvements to AI generated content media.

From blatant misinformation to even the recent commercial adaptations of AI (acquisition of Suno into the music industry) WHICH NOBODY NEEDS.

We need artists to thrive - not feel discouraged.

Please be weary with what you see or hear online, contemporary media feels like nothing is real anymore.

AI sucks and we need to stand up against it.

[H @wiredifferent99]

Gosh I miss cheerleading

[New Phone Who Dis @Swaggsocali]

The spotter was GAGGED lmao