the saddest thing about being a fangirl is my awareness that it is unlikely that I will be able to attend a concert nor fanmeet of my idol. And that kind of sh't hits me everyday ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
still thinking ab how bts went from โletโs stay young foreverโ to โletโs grow old togetherโ bc that shift feels significant. call me delusional, but as an army, I feel so deeply and mindfully treasured by them. theyโre promising us forever even as we both change. this is trust.
A lot happened to me when I disappeared from twitter. I have many problems, especially now that I am graduating as a nursing student. Hope you'll understand.๐