You chose a version of me a long time ago, and that's all I am, and... then you get frustrated when I'm not it because then you don't know who to be, and you know what? It's bad, Nicky. It's a bad fucking quality because you have made it impossible, impossible for me to exist!"
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[Rachel Harkin]: "What you do, Nicky, when you love someone is you believe the person that you love. That's what trust is. So when you told me that you believed me, I believed you. (โฆ)
Instead of looking at a catalog of all the things you've said in the past because I am fucking seeing you in the moment, in every moment, I am looking at you, and you just... you don't fucking do that for me. You don't. You just...