staring into the mirror and realizing after all the skipped meals, the millions of steps, the brutal workouts, the failed classes, and every single sacrifice i’ve made, i’m still chopped, dumb, and just painfully average
the fact that i’ll never have full control over the way i look is devastating. yeah i can change my weight, but i cant change my bone structure, height, hair type or my face and i hate knowing i’ll look like this forever