"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—His good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:2
Everything you struggle with, God already knew you struggle with when He called you, but...
He called you anyway
He chose you anyway
He picked you anyway
He wanted you anyway
He sent His blood for you anyway
Your anxiety is always going to tell you what to do until God's word becomes your true north. He is greater than any storm of fear that you feel.
Is your true north your feelings or is your true north your faith?