dove 🤍

25 • currently practicing harm reduction • priv: @smmerdves

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ok good night, tomorrow will be better

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i can feel the depression coming back, i just don’t want to do this anymore

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i have no clothes bc of my weight i feel sick

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tempted to go vegetarian again but i have a history of a b12 deficiency so 😭

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@cherry_omad “pass a challenge” 😭😭

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my husband definitely knows i’m relapsing lol

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successfully didn’t finish my plate at dinner tonight

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do i want to weigh myself or do i want to have a good day

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husband has offered me food like 3 times in the last hour #stopit

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@daisyrexia_ wish it was under different circumstances but here we are /:

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fuck u BED

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life is a cycle of relapsing & recovering apparently

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@daisyrexia_ love that we’re having the same crash out

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my body is so disgusting i’m crashing out

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time to extra lock in

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just had the most triggering conversation of my life holy shit

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my insomnia is back, thank u starving ♥️

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ok i finally started my period lmao

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i hate my brain sm like why do i always have to have something to obsess over

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my period is late but all pregnancy tests are negative wtf is going on