aha...mu dad gave me medicine to go to sleep andits kickking ib.maybe i was acting aliyylec crazy when i almost senyt her a paragraph begging for her back
I MISS MY AMPUTEE FETISHIST I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HERππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
im so mad because if i also didnt letmy depression affect me and fucking everything and i just acted normal and happy for her like i always tried to before everything wouldve been fine
i knew she was too good for me and id ruin it all and feel so much pain this is whati get i knew what would happen and i still kept going i really thought i deserved to feel that happiness