Update on this post a month later i lost that privet sector career job. 2 months later i found out my SO got a raise which meant in May i was able to take a passion project job. And now i am in the public sector again and able to take on more passion jobs. God moves
Therapist: what if you can live a life of passions and do what makes you happy? Me: but i have to have a career and make money and be stable passions are for rich people Therapist: stop living In survival mode you have made it just be
Therapist : are you ready to admit you have been in survival mode for 2 years and that’s why you have crawled into yourself for protection cutting even your closest friends off. Nope
I peopled a lot this weekend. It warmed my heart to see my friends thriving and making their own spaces in this world that gives us none. Now back to my hobbit hole but all are invited for tea whiskey cheese and cake
After last night dinner with friends I realize life is short so I need to make plans to go to Florida more often and drag people to Disney 😂 also a good old fashioned will set you up for a chill night
How do you tell your fiends you are sorry for being absent and want to reconnect? Everything sounds like a excuse bc everyone has something sorry i am still grieving two fathers i am swamped and filled with anxiety over this job, trying to get my health on track after scare.
I just want my fiends to come over so i can cook we drink and we watch these wild Netflix documentaries and shows about con artist bc my SO does not really get the depth of my “damn they better than me” when they said they want closure
I miss feeding people but will my fiends let me test out low carb meals on them bc that’s where i am in my life right now🤔 i will still make a regular dessert for them though.