I had hoped that if others were put in the same position, they would be able to branch out and gather more information on what this entity is, and how to keep it at bay.
So I’ve tried to put myself out there. I thought, I’ve got one life to live, I’m only in my 30s. I can live it. Someone must be bothered to be with me. And on first attempt, someone appeared. I bloody manifested him. The exact version of what I want. Except.