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a human oxymoron • #illhueminati

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are we all lying to ourselves?

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nepo babies are parasites of society

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idk which is worse: nepo babies or influencers

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the most ironic thing in life is when your mind is plagued with poison, they tell you to take poison to fix it

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in a world where you’re told to always hide how you feel so you don’t appear weak, to never communicate your feelings, to not be in touch with your emotions, they’re the problem not me. they should take a class or two.

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tired of people making me feel like I’m batshit crazy just for having valid thoughts and feelings

[yikes. @fuckingeuphoric]

Why does everyone give me the ick

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people are cringe as fuck

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either that, or I am genuinely incapable of true love. it’s hard for me to love anything anymore. maybe my time here was never meant to be long. what is a life without love, anyway? everything else, it’s just artificial and doesn’t make you truly happy.

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i am too ill to be in a long-term relationship, i am novelty-seeking and cannot sustain stability where things are boring and life feels like flatline. i live off extreme high and lows. i can’t stay loyal mentally and i lose interest so quickly. am i going to die alone?

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i am the ultimate self sabotager

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the most uneventful Christmas/ New Years Eve/ New Years of my life, doesn’t even feel like the holidays

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Invasive thoughts always be winning

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I’m literally not having a good time

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insane power trip followed by eternal resentment and self doubt

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by eating like shit, feeling like shit, not doing shit

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killing myself in slow motion

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I shouldn’t be ashamed of my thoughts when they are just human emotions.

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@palecloudgirl I am depressed again

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I am at war with myself.

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I have so much to say.. why do I have so much to say? I speak words, they don’t carry any meaning. It’s just noise.