my moms less focused on my eating rn because she discovered my sh, but she thinks i cut myself on walks for some reason like hello body checks from walks a long time ago fatty warning ugh i miss cutting but im quitting for my parents and gf and my own sake my cuts r displayed tw!
this morning i was icing a cinnamon roll and my mom came up to me cause i was using a knife and was like “i clearly haven’t made the house safe for u yet” IM NOT GONNA CUT MYSELF AGAIN BRU😿
ive attempted recovery for about this whole month, not really ive been binging but i call that recovery but ive been lurking too close to the 50s and im so scared
anywon wanna fast together😛 ive gained sm back and ive been struggling to get even 48 recently sooo im gonna aim for that but try to get to 100 im getting a week fast in this month so times ticking..