kinda unhealthy today ngl i didnβt need to eat the bueno bar but i was craving it and didnβt want to binge and also lose slowly bc last time i lost rly quick i felt so shit π
everytime i see someone on here thats like under bmi 13 i get upset bc i know i will never be able to get that small (bc of being ip once and parents) π
ive had the desire to be small since i was like 9 π but still my parents r always in denial saying βno u dont have an ed/ur not anorexic, u wouldnt do that..β while also saying im starving myself and im like ???? WHICH ONE IS IT.