my baby my cousin my friend I love you so much none of this shit makes sense I canโt picture life without you and I donโt want to I donโt want to let you go ๐ฅบ you really broke my heart you took it with you when you left ๐๐๐ฅบ we real a family got years in this shit๐
I think friend betrayal hurts worse than betrayal from a partner because friendships are usually built on choice not obligation. A romantic relationship comes with expectations, jealousy, conflict, and the possibility that things might not work out. But a friend is someone who chooses to be in your life without any of that. They see your highs your lows & your insecurities, your wins, and often know parts of you your partner doesnโt. So when a friend betrays you, it can feel like they had a front row seat to your life and still chose to move against you. Itโs not just losing a person itโs losing trust, memories, loyalty, and sometimes the version of yourself that felt safe with them. Thatโs why for me friend betrayal leaves a wound thatโs harder to explain and longer to heal.