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I sold my soul for creative control

[️ @workinondying]

I sat there and waited(wished) for sum1 to acknowledge me.

[kodone @kodone]

TETSUO #AKIRA 🩸

[Saladbar @david_saladbar]

He waz screamin Ahhh when he got hit

[eccö @3CC0__]

Illustrations by Stephen Gammell

[KAIBA @kaiba755]

Left: heroin, fentanyl and cocaine addict, shooting every day, living on the streets.

Right: 769 days sober, learning to live a life I finally love.

My dad got me off the streets on July 21, 2024. I walked into detox at 49kg (108 lbs). Skin and bones, nothing else left. For more than half my life, I hated myself. I watched other people love being alive and couldn’t understand it. I was only ever surviving. Heroin and crack took everything, and I ended up on the streets as the exact person I swore I’d never become. Then fentanyl arrived and dying became normal. Friends took their last breath right in front of me. I od’d more times than I can count, woke up to Narcan again and again, always asking the same question: why am I still here? I tried quitting so many times. Detox, rehab, repeat. I always went back, because real change terrified me more than dying did.

Until one day I called my dad, crying. He came. Detox, then 18 months of long-term treatment. New state, new life, every old tie cut. Zero. Today I’m at peace. I love myself, the healthy way. I used to numb everything just to get through a day. Now I feel it all, the highs and the lows, and that’s exactly where the growth is. Of course I still have dark days. But it gets better, and I learned to deal with them instead of running. In the past, the smallest craving or wave of depression sent me straight back to using. Today I sit with it. I let it pass through me. And every time it does, I come out stronger than ever.

To my doctor, my therapists, and my parents: I owe you everything.
If I came back from that place, so can you. Keep going. There’s light on the other side. We do recover.

[D2X @D2X__]

if you had a mongoose bike as a kid you basically had a Lamborghini.

[ZACFTP @ZACFTP]

#fuckingawesome

[DJ Dabs @SippinActavis]

They definitely will lol fuck all that shit

[Saladbar @david_saladbar]

dont ask me what im doin bitch im up working

[️ @workinondying]

@HarrisonOgren77 Harrison follow the homie Nico Deets bac

[Harrison Ogren @HarrisonOgren77]

Tonight they are going to try and rape and kill her in front of me again this is getting boring and embarrassing for yall

[️ @workinondying]

@lorienloth_ 👹

[sickofsociety @117FLXR]

I’m top 5 greatest humans when I’m on drugs

[j nova @jnova_mp3]

my mom keep yelling at me over the weed smell i’m jus gonna shoot dope now

[j nova @jnova_mp3]

getting sober n beating addiction two separate things btw

[GHOST @LordGhost____]

You know a nigga depressed once he starts going on walks and appreciating little things

[steeds @s7eeds]

trickshotting died when everyone tried acting like gang members

[GHOST @LordGhost____]

We was 14-15 doing 25-30 year old activities. that’s why we in the house now

[️ @workinondying]

Cereal is so mf good on opiates/opioids