@l33crys this is so real
like i know i look somewhat different now that im on T but id say more so i FEEL different, like i can look at myself in a different light than before and its so refreshing
"nooo they dont even ID its fine!!! just come with us youll be let in, ive never been IDed there once!!!"
i can promise u there is a 3 out of 4 chance i will not be let in
why do my friends keep inviting me out to clubs when they all know i dont have any formal ID and cant afford to get any
like bro im not gonna get dressed up and go out just to be turned away at the door, its fkn embarrassing
my dad asked me when i stood up to leave, he was like "oh are u a s3lf-h4rmer? have i upset u?" and i just replied "no im getting juice" and grabbed some oj and left
awful horrible hated that, especially because my brother knows i struggle with it & my dad should too
not epic
i dont like wearing my sleeves rolled up around my family cause i have visible scars but i decided not to care today
well my brother & dad started talking about how stupid s/h was when i was in the room and my dad asked me if i do it 🧍♂️
so i left lol
i am uncomfortable !