Trying not to care but I really care. It's such a small detail and it shouldnt even matter. It started off as a joke but I'm thinking about it more now. Nobody actually cares to remember me. As long as I give them what they want, they'll stay
To make shit worse. Mom just messaged asking sum shit about my day I KNOW YOU DONT GAF SO WHY TF SRE YOU TEXTING OMFG JUST GO AWAY AND BE A MOM TO UR OTHER KID I fucking hate my mom and her bf idc if he didn't do anything I hate him too I hate I hate I hate
So pissed off rn. I'm so tired after socializing all day and having to deal with this kid talking all of the damn time. I kept getting called girly and it made me so fucking pissed today and now ,y friend is making me umcomfortable. I just want to cut and cry rn
So pissed off rn. I'm so tired after socializing all day and having to deal with this kid talking all of the damn time. I kept getting called girly and it made me so fucking pissed today and now ,y friend is making me umcomfortable. I just want to cut and cry rn
I hate how I'm so self centered. I try not to be but Im addicted to the attention. I love receiving praise and being the topic of conversation. I am a huge attention seeker
I hate fronting I hate being apart of this stupid system I hate having to share a mind with multiple versions of myself I just want to end ts I don't want to exist anymore
Nobody cares why am I here I don't belong anywhere nobody cares about me or my shitty problems nobody cares to talk to me nobody cares to text me nobody cares nobody cares nobody cares nobody cares nobody cares why should I care??? I shouldn't care I don't care
Am I not that important???? Am I being selfish???? It's not that hard to reply to me and tell me ur busy?,?,,??? He doesmt have to tell me everything though??,,,,?????? Am I overreacting???,,? Will it cause problems if I ask?,??????? I don't want him to feel bad?? But I do???,???
What is he doing??? Why doesnt he reply???? Am I that boring??? Is he getting annoyed with me???? Am I spamming too much??? Should I leave him alone???? Does he really like me???? Am I forcing him to stay????? Is he tired of me???? Did he see my message or is he ignoring me??????