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โฑ โฑ hi!! i think i am sadly going to have to put kiara on a hiatus until my muse returns. i sadly do not have the time i used to due to some personal reasons and being logged in here but not having muse adds pressure onto my that i do not need. iโm deeply sorry ๐ซถ๐ป
โฑ โฑ i apologise for my lack of activity both on the timeline and in messages. due to some personal reasons, i am unable to be here as much as i would like. i will try to return soon please be patient with me ๐ซถ๐ป
โฑ โฑ hey ๐ซฆ i know i said id be active in here but hermione has taken over my brainrot so i'm mostly on @obliteros !! but i do want more plots here so......
thought you were different. that you saw me, but you don't. you never have, have you? i'm just. . .a tag along. a barely visible, barley mentionable smudge on the marauders. and you โ โ
she pauses, head lifting to look up at him. โ
the devastation is clear in her gaze, lip trembling. kiara stands up a little straighter, lifting a hand to wipe away a tear that had slipped down her cheek.
โ you left me all alone. you never believed me all those years ago. and โ
thought you were different. that you saw me, but you don't. you never have, have you? i'm just. . .a tag along. a barely visible, barley mentionable smudge on the marauders. and you โ โ
she pauses, head lifting to look up at him. โ
kiara feels the colour drain from her face at his words. ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ต ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ. and suddenly the room was smaller. her hand lifts to her chest, pressing against it. it wasn't possible to feel your โ
a part of remus wanted to believe her, but another part of him had to see reason. to him, she was only angry at dumbledore for what happened to sirius, so remus lightly scoffed.
โ if that's true, then why did sirius trust him? why did lily and james โฏ
her hand, wrapping it around her wand that was sitting on the bedside table. her magic began to bubble, tears filling her eyes again. crazy. disappointment. dark. broken. ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ต ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ.
โ i โ
do this alone. โ
part of her knew he wouldn't stay. because for the first time ever, remus had looked at her the same way everyone else did. like she was crazy. a monster. a disappointment.
he had to know. he needed to know the truth before it was too late. if he went into the camp still blindly trusting dumbledore, she'd lose him too. so, before he can leave โ kiara speaks quickly.
โ dumbledore knew. โ
she spits out โ
listening to her words, it was like the woman that remus knew wasn't even there anymore. she was blinded by hatred, and whether she meant any of this was another thing.
โ how can you even say that about him!? it's not like he was the one that led voldemort โฏ
releases a shaking breath and forced herself to calm down before looking back up at her friend. her last friend.
โ remus, i would never lie to you. i can't lie to you, you see right through me. you know it's true. you. . .i can't โ