Me and pookie @Lil_mini_Cheeto made this account together to post our writing and ao3 updates. probably gonna range from multi chapter stuff to silly little drabbles! It’ll also span multiple fandoms! Like Ghost, Genshin, Anime, etc. it’s still a WIP! Check it out! @Inked_Fates !
i want to cry and be held like a small child while someone rubs my back and cradles me like i’m precious and tells me i am safe and i’ll be okay and it was just a bad dream this is all a bad dream none of its real
Constantly apologizing, over-explaining, flinching at normal tones, fearing conflict, struggling to set boundaries, people-pleasing, chronic self-doubt, hypervigilance, feeling unworthy, needing reassurance, and believing others' emotions are always your responsibility all can scream emotional childhood abuse.
this is how I feel and it’s so impossibly difficult to make friends bc of this. I find it hard to even message people first even when I really want to bc of my fear of rejection and growing up being left out or feeling like I’m in a friend group but not really “in it”
Yeah breakup hurts but have you ever been super talkative but slowly over the years and trauma after trauma watch yourself become more quieter to the point where that person isn't who you are anymore.
yes so that i could post instagram stories that contain easter eggs to the most well-known fics that are vague enough that they can be written off as a coincidence but to the author and the stories biggest fans they KNOW
the minute i dislike a ship because of its shippers that’s really it for me. i’m never gonna grow to like it and i’m never liking it again if i did like it before lmao
just thought about the effect of totems of undying on the body and how it could be like kintsugi. a gold scar wherever the killing blow was, where the totem stitched the player back to life. i think that could be a cool design concept hmm